Sana

Kung babalik ka pa hanggang kailan kaya?

You, You and You

1. I think everything's a mistake. I should have kept my thoughts because things didn't go quite well. I just want things to be normal, I don't like the awkwardness, and I don't want it to linger and haunt us (or me) forever.

2. Two nights ago, I had this crazy thought: I'll give this a chance. I know I have been very vocal about not considering the possibility because I am determined not to but due to some "divine intervention", I'm opening the doors. It's up to you if you're going to take matters seriously. Things will be much harder to work out, and consistency is very important. As to how long I'll be entertaining this idea, I don't know. As I've said, this is just a crazy thought and when I come back to my senses, maybe I'll change my mind.

3. It's amazing how you pop out from silence. You really know when I need you. I hope I can talk to you soon because I'm in need of a devil's advocate. You know these things better than anyone else because you were there when things fell apart. I need you to remind me about how awful the experience was for me.