i know and i'm sorry

I feel so bad for being so dense towards you. Thank you for loving me this much. Although you've been acting as if there's nothing wrong, I can sense that you are being bothered with so many things especially those matters that concern me. I'm sorry for being so dense, so immature. I really feel so bad right now.

patuo

kay ngano bitaw. gahi man gud ko ug ulo usahay ba. kabalo ko na dili kaya, ngano bitaw gipugos? ambot oi, ambot.

help me Lord

Lord, I am truly grateful of the blessings and opportunities You have given me.  I know I already have a lot and I'm asking You Lord to help me find contentment with all these glory.  You alone know what's in my heart, You know my frustrations. Disturb me for not being contented, for not seeing through all these pain and suffering. Help me understand that what I am going through right now is just a phase that I should pass through in order for me to grow into the person that I am fated to become. Lord, be my guide. Amen.

of goals and happiness

* I've been thinking a lot these past few days. Aside from being very happy because my college life is almost over, I've also been feeling frightened of my future after the board exams (or of actually passing the board exams). By then, I'll never be as busy as I am as a college student. There's no more reason for me to slack off during the review. I must study hard and take things seriously this time. It might sound that I'm putting a lot of pressure to myself, but I really believe that I can really beat what I have been achieving in college.

* Yesterday was one of the happiest days of my life. :) I really wished that day would never end. To you who made me happy again after these past few months of being a Grinch, thank you very much. :)