Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

I knew about Blogger a long, long time ago, when my friend made me visit her blog. Last year, I decided to create an account here in Blogger because I wanted to have a more public blog, as I used to have private ones.

I feel empty. I feel like I'm always the last option, the weakest link. I feel unappreciated that even my biggest accomplishments seem to be very ordinary. I feel small, unrecognized.

More, I need to do more, to be better.

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

At People's Park, 2 years ago.

This is exactly what I felt yesterday.

Credits to  http://icanread.tumblr.com for the picture

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Happy
I listen to upbeat songs, songs that make me want to dance, or any happy song.
Example: Songs of BEP, Lady Gaga, Eraserheads


Sad
I'm into sappy and sentimental songs when I feel sad.
Example: Songs of The Carpenters, Air Supply, Fra Lippo Lippi and Earth, Wind and Fire.


Bored
I listen to any song, I play everything in my music list in random.

Hyped
I still go to the upbeat songs plus pop rock and rock.
Example: Songs of Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Bon Jovi


Mad
Rock, or anything that goes with lyrics that depict anger.
Example: Songs of Alanis Morissette, Fall Out Boy

I think I'm already getting comfortable. Thank you for making things the way they are now, because I cannot do it first, I don't know how to initiate. I just don't want to put a thick wall between us because that would make everything complicated. I like the current dynamics.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Not spending too much this week. I didn't go beyond spending P500, and I think I spent less than that, I just couldn't remember the exact amount.

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

1. Finish my systems at work and start them smoothly.
2. Have a formal savings account, because I don't want to fight the urge of spending my savings.
3. Finish the two books that I have already started to read, and find a couple of new books.
4. Avoid getting sick, especially now that my work is extended to 12 hours.

I'm yet to be ready. It just took a few months and here I go again. I see the signs and I feel it will just be like the others. But a part of me wants it to be the one. Bottom line, I don't want to get hurt, to get myself into another roller coaster ride of emotions, because I am not ready.