Maybe I should just focus all my energy to fulfilling my ambitions. I'm already tired of thinking about what ifs that don't even translate into reality. They are just hindering me from taking bolder steps in pursuing my goals. These things must be left behind. Regrets will haunt me for sure, but I would regret it more if I choose to stay.

The need to regroup

Direction

Motivation

Inspiration

Focus

Discipline

How could you stage up that kind of drama just to get their sympathy?

How could you pollute their minds?

How could you come back to their lives as if nothing ever happened?

You know that I know the truth that's why you will never EVER get me to forgive you.

You just ruined what's left of us. You ruined them.

I don't know what's running into your minds. If you're planning to hurt us, please, we have had enough.

They are better off without you.

I will make them hate you.

And to you who's behind this, will you just get the f*ck out of our lives?!

Nobody notices, nobody knows.

She thoughtfully listens to everyone's woes and musings while she keeps her pains inside.

She laughs hard at every joke while deep inside she's deeply hurting.

She has company but she still feels extremely lonely.

Nobody knows, nobody notices, and she thinks nobody bothers to care.

December used to be the warmest month of my year, but this year, it's going to be different. My Christmas will be as cold as winter.